Long story short. My name is Blaire and I'm from Amstardam. I love dancing, writting and believe it or not, studying. I'm attending one of the hardest and most prestige schools in my country. The reason why I'm telling you all of this is because lately I'm having confidence issues. I'm intelligent, kind and funny, but I never found myself as ''the pretty one''. In primary school I used to be really quiet... Everyone saw me as this geeky girl and no one really tried to get to know me.
When I started high school things got better. I grew a sense of style, I became more social and these days I'm the face of every party haha. Also I grew into this confident woman. But then I got my heart broken. First with this hip hop dancer that everyone loves and the second time with this tough, sexy boxer. Both of them are very different and both of them started dating these girls that are a lot uglier. Normally I would never call a girl ugly. Who am I to say that after all? But everyone around me agrees that they couldn't have chosen uglier girls. And that's why I became insecure again. I mean if they have such girls now, then how on earth do I look? Am I really better looking if they have such an odd taste? I have so many questions and it's so annyoing that I don't find the answer.
And its weird how guys STILL fancy me. I go out without wearing any makeup for example and I still se people admiring me and I REALLY don't see why. What is so special about me? Why are there so many guys that want me and want to be with me, while the guy I want, wants nothing to do with me?
Thats why I'm wondering what do strangers like you think about my looks?
P. S. Sorry for my poor English.
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You're a really beautiful person, looks wise and personality wise you seem to be beyond brilliant, but i can see by the way you're answering these questions you doubt yourself, the thing is, you are special, and you are brilliant. you needn't doubt yourself, i think you just need to realise that you are a brilliant person. just a tip, to start thinking of things more positively about things, if you say you hate something, don't, simply try to avoid saying negative things, you don't have to say positive things, but it does help. i might be wrong and you're simply asking if you look okay, which you do.1