I already know that I am in the realm of disgusting repuslivness, but exactly how horrific is it?
It's clear that personalities are completely and utterly irrelevant, and all that matters is how good someone looks. I really don't care anymore - I've given up on the whole concept of love, dating, a marriage, it's just not gonna happen for me - so why waste my time pursing it or even thinking about. All I'm concerned about is if I'm cracking mirrors and making people vomit at the mere sight of me. Don't try to convince me about love or anything like that - it's hasn't happened, nor will it ever happen - it is that plain and simple. Tell it how it is, no need to lie and put up a facade of kindness...
Most Helpful Girl
You make it sound like you're horrific and repulsive, but you're really not. In fact, you're far from it.
Positive attitude, kind hearted, funny, a little confident and you've boosted your chances of finding someone already.
You don't need to focus on trying to find a partner, but just don't dismiss the potential of something happening between you and someone else because you're doubtful that you'll ever be loved.
And I'm not lying to you or trying to make you feel better, I'm just giving you my opinion.
Most Helpful Guy
You're not ugly. You're proud. The spirit in you that says, "I do not deserve this! it's not fair! I am owed better than this!" is repulsive to people. I am not saying this to be a dick, I am saying it because I struggle with the same thing. A gentle spirit, one that takes a beating and still smiles, is something that will attract women more beautiful then you can imagine. It's called humility. Being humble is hard. But if one day you discover it, you will find freedom from bitterness, and your gentle, attractive spirit will bring women to you. It is literally the only component you're missing, presently.0