So. I'm a bit chubby, I accept it. The image provided can give an idea of something similar to how I look-and when I say similar, I mean I scoured the internet looking for the closest possible image to myself. Not exaggerating my fitness or my fatness here-that's as close as it's getting.
Anyway, I have a bad schedule. I get little sleep usually, I struggle to find time to work out (and people to work out with.. I'll explain in a minute), and my diet is okay. My mom was diagnosed about 5 or so months ago with cervical cancer, which has been really hard on my dad. Some meals haven't been the healthiest as a result, and additionally, since he's the only one who can run the house and take me to school/things I have to get done, I try not to overload him with stuff. I cannot yet drive, so I rely on him to pick me up, and can't always have him waiting on me after school for an hour to get me each day. He's retired, but he still has to do household things and what not. You get the picture.
I try to be happy with how I am. I'm a little pretty, but my body image gets me down every so often. Now, you tell me: do you need a girl who is solid with a flat stomach? I'm soft-you touch me and you'll feel softness. I have good calf muscles and a little in my arms, but I'm also a bit squishy. Kind of like the girl in the picture below (the one not holding a drink):
Is that sort of thing a deal breaker? Guys, Girls, give your opinions. I know everyone is different, so hows this: how would you find me? Based on the images shown, because that's as close as I'm getting through searches to my actual body shape (please don't ask me to post pictures of myself because, being on the internet, I refuse to do so).
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I believe when it gets to the nitty gritty about relationships that people who have dealbreakers about looks wouldn't be my type anyway. The girls in those pics don't look bad at all and it sounds like you are doing the best you can considering the circumstances. There will be a time in the future when you feel able to commit to super healthy diet and hard training. Till then just keep it as healthy as you can and exercise when you can. Also believe that guys go for personality as well as looks in fact it is probably more important to most guys.0