N she having sex with each of them and I being the last one to get her after the others enjoyed and she gave them more preferences then me? Being virgin before marraige myself
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This is a very tricky situation. Ignore the people who will be dismissive of the way you feel and simply tell you to get over it because "everyone has a past." They don't understand. They don't get what it's like to be a virgin who practiced a ton of self-control to save that experience for someone sexual then be intimate with someone who has carelessly shared their body with various undeserving people. Imagine a naked couple, sharing something sacred, laying down in the bed. The man is on top with just one tally as a sexual partner, whereas the woman has multiple tallies in groups of five or so. :/ Reverse the roles and imagine a virgin woman who has just one partner and is sharing that with a guy who has 10-15 tallies on his back. The point being, at some time, it can feel like you are nothing greater than another notch on someone's dildo and that's simply not a good feeling.
The only thing that will help you get over this is time and that person revealing so many amazing, wonderful, divine ways that they can fulfill and even exceed your greatest non-sexual desires. It's really just going to take a damn good human being who is such an exquisite individual that you can't help but be careless about their sexual past because you feel so utterly blessed to have them in your journey.3