Suicide is a major problem. I read a question and this young woman wanted to kill herself. Here is what I said-with revisions.
Whatever you do, do not kill yourself. "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem." -Robin Williams.
Suicide does nothing but hurt the ones that love you. I suggest you try talking one of your close friends, if they care enough they will definitely try to help you. If you are depressed, I recommend going to a therapist.
You are a beautiful young person, with a future ahead of you. You may become successful in the future but no one will ever know if you do not continue to live. You have endless possibilities to do in life.
Step out of your comfort zone and do stuff you normally wouldn't do! Stay home binge watching netflix and eating pizza/ice cream. Write a story. Take photos of every little thing you find beautiful. There is so much beauty in our lives, and you're willing to throw it all away?
You will never again feel the comfort of the pillows cradling your head and warm blankets coddling you after a long day. You won't ever again hear the rain fall, creating the tiny beat of a hundreds drums on your roof. You won't ever again feel the warmth from a hug from your best friend. You won't ever feel the harsh breeze of winters breathe across your face. You won't be able to feel the music alive in your veins, the drumbeat matching the beat of your heart when you listen to your favorite song. You won't ever again be able to have your dads scruffy lips kiss your cheek nor your moms soft, solid warmth envelope you with a hug. You won't ever taste your favorite food, prominant on your tongue. Suicide will take all of this away.
Your parents will be heartbroken. They will wonder what they did wrong, why you didn't ask for help. Your little siblings will sit lost and confused as to why their role model didn't love their life.
Your friends will sit in a puddle of self pity because they feel as if they failed at their jobs. Every person whom loves and cares for you will cry for you.
Their hearts will ache at the mention of your name. Their eyes will well with tears when they hear your favorite song come on. They won't ever be able to wear your favorite color again. They won't be able to go to your wedding or watch you be happy in life. You won't be able to watch yourself be happy in life. You will be missing out on everything life has to offer. You have so many possibilities in your life, many paths to walk. Suicide is not a path you wish to fall down. Life is beautiful, every individual life. You are beautiful.
Depression and suicide are very real, and major problems. I recomend visiting a therapist. If you feel like you're alone, you're not. Anyone can message me if they need help. <3