My Aspirations In Life

SweetHomicidalQueen

Many people aspire to be or do something.


I have many aspirations but first off, I'll say what I aspire to be as a human being.


My Aspirations In Life


Confidence.


I am not a very confident person; especially when it comes to looks. I wish to feel as if I looked amazing,


but I don’t wanna be and won’t be cocky about it. I want to hold my chin high without shame about


anything. If it’s about me wearing PJ’s with no make-up when my boyfriend comes over then so be it.


@redeyemindtricks seems to just be the most confident woman I know and she’s amazing. She seems to


be very happy with her life and that’s something I want by the time I’m 1001  I may refer back to her


because I look up to her.


Open heart+Open mind.


I am a non-judgemental person until someone asks me to judge them on something. I dislike everyone


equally from the start, and I always give people a chance to show why I should like or dislike them. I’m


very open minded when it comes to trying/doing new things but in the future I hope to be “that”


woman that people see and immediately smile at and say hi and hug. I have a reputation as an asshole


to my friends IRL but when I’m texting/messaging them my sweetheart side shows.


Intelligence.


Since I am only 16 people bust my balls for being stupid due to my age. I am a very intelligent young lady


but that doesn’t stop people from judging because I’m a teenager. I’ve gone through tough shit as some


of you know (Daddy issues and such) and my mom believes I need therapy cause of him. Well dealing


with that has opened my eyes to life quite a bit more than usually expected from a person my age.


When I’m older I hope to be that wise mother-like friend that everyone seeks help and advice from.


Happiness.


They say ignorance is bliss and the intelligent are usually more, well…less happy. I’ve suffered from


depression and suicidal tendencies and all I have to say is in the future…I just wanna be happy.


I just want to be a decent human being over all. I want to be a successful author with a lot of money, a


loving husband/wife, lots of pets and a big impact on the charities I donate too. That’s why I want a lot


of money- to make a change in my life, my families lives and the lives of those around me. Especially the


homeless.



On the homeless topic-My mom and I used to be homeless a few times quite a few times so I know what


it’s like to have nowhere to go. I went through Baltimore City the other day where the streets are


crawling with gangs, the homeless, drug addicts and many crimes. I saw a homeless man with a sign


“Will work for food. I’d rather beg than steal” and he had a black eye BUT despite this, he was smiling


and waving to everyone in the cars. He was dirty + beaten but he was still smiling this gorgeous, bright


smile on his gaunt little old face.



I wanted to get out of the car and hug this man and give him all the money I had. But sadly I have none


(as I can’t get a job yet) and I ended up crying very hard in the back of the car. When that happened, I


vowed to myself that when I have money, I will help the homeless-all of the homeless people I see. If


they’re on drugs, I’ll pay for their rehabilitation, if they’re domestic abuse victims or ANYTHING


physically/mentally scarring and damaged, I’ll help them. That’s how I want to make an impact.


Sorry if I went off on a tangent, I just needed to write about it.



So tell me, what do you aspire to be or have in your future?


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