This is kind of an attempt at poetry but really I am just focusing on getting my emotions out, and I put it in a poem format.
They cut my emotions out of me,
telling me, reassuring me
they knew best.
They isolated me in the world
cutting me from people
especially those I would do anything for.
I get up and act like nothing is wrong.
Because I have hope for a brighter tomorrow
My family hates that I am distant.
They think I hate them
I am convinced they think I am Satan's niece.
It's ok really I don't live to please my family.
You can hate me as much as you want.
The reality is no one will hate me more than me.
These demons live inside my head
Their evilness prevails
if you look in my eyes,
you just might see them.
One day day they will get me
Until then, I will fight them another day.