I can't stand being around ANYONE that includes family or friends or even my girlfriend I just want to be alone from everyone forever - today I woke up to people fitting a new pump in on the shower - and I got really angry and started punching walls and stuff - and it is getting worse I hate it how hard is it just to be alone ffs
anyway could this be a sign of something
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I noticed that those with minimal human interactions, be it talking, working, hanging out, just being in crowd (for example, people who live in far country places) are lonely and craving for company.
In opposite, those who has "too much" of interactions (for example, those who live in cities) are longing for calm desolate place.
It can be the last in your case. I can try to suggest you the same thing, which helps me, at least for a little:
* find a park/forest, find inside of it some place/spot where no one walks, where you can hide from everyone (people, most noises). There you can think, relax, come to your senses... at least for a while.
* living alone in some country side's house, surrounded by nature helps too (for example, some people sell it for a rent). The only downside is when comes time to go back :)0