When I'm wating infront of a bus stop, somtimes I feel like jumping infront of the one passing by. I'm not suicido or anything!
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Well, I used to be very depressed (I'm not so much any more) and I'd do this even when I didn't actually want to kill myself. I'd just think about it. And when would stand next to a bus stop I'd think about jumping in front of the bus. But I'd always come up with the same conclusion; the bus will be slowing down for the stop so it would just really hurt, almost certainly not kill me.
So I kind of made a game out of it. Like, I'd wait for a car or truck or w/e to come by and I'd sort of guess based on size and speed of the vehicle 1) how effective it would be at killing me and 2) how big a mess I'd make on the road. lol... I was kind of a dark kid.0