I am gonna make this as short as possible..
I been thruough a lot.
Was bullied before high school.
When i started highschool, i grew into my looks and got lots of compliments. From guys and also girls. Told to do modeling, told i have pretty eyes.
a lot of girls liked me.
I really liked this girl in my school in my senior year, because i thought she was so cute and also a pure, caring, compassionate human being. I hopelessly in love with her. She blunti had no experience in msging at this time, so i stupidly send her weird lenghty msgs, or love letters. When i finally approached her she ignored me. This happened about a year ago, and i feel heart broken since. I cried a lot. Also i feel i missed out on the fun in my highschool years. I did nothing. And for the past year i feel the same way.
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What are you doing here? what do you want from life. To tell you honestly you are lacking confidence, did the girl you liked knew you? I don't think so, you never mentioned that clearly, you only said you liked her, but did she like you in return? did you try to find out if she liked you or not? did you see any signs? or you assumed that she likes you? Hence there is a possibility that she didn't even know you. I don't know how can you send love letters to a woman who doesn't even know you? I mean if you like her but if she doesnt' like you then what's the point of this one -sided feeling? of course you are going to hurt yourself and then you say you are heartbroken? whose fault is it, dear?
I don't know how old are you, but let me tell you, you need to mature a lot, you need to understand things. Take the help of an expert, or someone who knows about these things, and increase your confidence because I can see its lacking, and not being confident is a big turnoff for people, and especially women.