It's has been showing up in very small amounts but not often. Just once in a while when a baby is all quiet, happy or sleeping.
I hope this sudden feeling doesn't increase. Will it go away or I'm I going to end up craving more? I do then think about the reality of it being such a hard work, the crying, diapers, etc. but even that doesn't erase all the initial positive feeling, even if it's just in the smallest amount.
Plus, I've been lately a bit moody about being single for the longest. Until late last year my initial feeling was indifference, it was non-existent (but I was 27 then).
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I just remember the time I was innocently walking along and a baby turned around and growled at me. Or the time I was babysitting my niece and she had the worst diaper incident ever. I won't haunt you with the details. That all puts me of rather quickly.
Are there any terrible baby experiences that can help you?1