I try try try my hardest to be a good person despite my circumstances. I dont have money, or clothes, and I barely even have people who really care about me. And yet I try to be a good girl. But its hard to be a good person most of the time. I feel like I am slowly being pushed further and further into a corner where my only option is to just say "fuck it" and do all the bad things that everybody else in my community does. I want to be a good person, go to college, get a good career helping others and just basically live a normal life. But everytime I try to take 1 step forward I have to deal with seeing people I love get killed or having my plans completely break due to finances or getting stabbed in the back by the very same community that I want to help. I guess what I'm trying to say is could somebody please give me 1 reason why I shouldn't just stop caring about anybody?
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You may not need advice but perhaps a reminder, if you don't do it who will? How you live your life the actions you take cannot be undone and they can't be taken away, no matter how hard someone tries. If you continue moving forward refusing to break then others will gravitate to you, slowly perhaps, but they will gravitate and then they will be inspired and they will move forward and others will gravitate and so on and so forth. It will be slow and you may never live to see the impact of your actions but they will be there. Don't give up, because if you do then I have no reason not to, and if we do then so will others. You may not be able to eradicate the evils of our society, but at least you can let it know that it doesn't mean it can win. Its a war of attrition, its just a matter of who can last longer.0