I feel so angry. I have tried so hard to turn my life into something good. I graduated with two bachelors in three years, but am now working at a job I'm unfulfilled it. I can't leave the job until my loans are paid. I was engaged to get married, but the guy left me because he "lost his feelings." I worked the hardest I could to be the best woman I could be, but failed. I had to move back into my parents house, and they have always argued and judged me. I'm so tired of fighting and trying to be happy for once. I did everything I could. I have worked sooooo hard. I didn't party or socialize in college so I could get good grades and graduate with less debt. Even now I put 80% of my paycheck towards my loans. I'm just so tired! I hate where I am in life and I feel trapped. I'm tired of fighting and trying to suceed. I just don't know what to do anymore :(
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Oh dear. You haven't had it easy have you? I am guessing that your partner left because you thought things were going ok so you could concentrate on your degrees and then he would be there for you at the end. Unfortunately this rarely works out as the time it takes for this to happen isn't as quick as we think.
I think that you need to get out and see some of the world. find something to fight for as you seem to have lost an appetite for life. Without the hunger you won't eat so won't succeed in the long run. All work and no play... never ends well hun.
Get out and make some new friends and see where it leads. being social and taking longer to pay off your loan will be worth it.1
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