Growing pains perhaps? Just curious :) let me know your thoughts please! :)
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No physical pains. But being 14 was terrible. I knew what sex was and wanted to have it so bad, but also knew I was too young to have it, so it was horribly conflicting.
I was a virgin and being taunted by friends about being a virgin (when the weird thing was they were too but pretended not to be).
I also had braces, and wasn't really secure about my looks. I always thought I was ugly because all my friends could get boyfriends but me. The thing was I was 14 but looked 18, as I was almost fully developed. Guys never asked me out. I only learned twenty years later on Facebook from guys I went to school with who told me they had a huge crush on me but we're too scared to say or do anything about it because I seemed older.
The other thing about developing early is *some* people assuming I was easy, those who didn't know I was a virgin assumed I wasn't one, and treated me as if I was just loose. Sure I wanted a boyfriend, but I didn't want more than one at a time!
Being 14 seemed to be a waste of so many emotions and a lot of misconceptions people had about me, or I had about myself and what I should be like rather than trying so hard to please others and be so die hard looking for a boyfriend and sex.
I spent a lot of times being sad and when I wasn't with friends, and cried a lot to my mom about how I felt. Terrible year, just terrible.1