There are so many things wrong with me and I don't even want to share them all because I know I'll get no advice, just critcism. There are just things that I like and enjoy and things that I can't control. I am fully aware that I'm not supposed to enjoy these things and have control over the other things but I just don't know how. Recently these problems have snowballed and made my life horrible. How do you make yourself normal. How do you prevent yourself from liking and/or ignoring things that you're not supposed to? I feel hopeless.
Most Helpful Girl
If these things that you enjoy have a harmful end result (ultimately) then you need to seek help.
For something to interfere with your life in such extreme measures as you stated then it is an addiction.
If you are not abusing a substance and these things are just thoughts you cannot control then you have a disorder.
Seek help so you can be evaluated and go from there.
I wish you the best of luck !
The first step to change is admitting that you have a problem.0
Most Helpful Guy
Look pal, where all different. The ONLY thing that is wrong with you, is your seing yourself through the eyes or other and how THEY feel like you should be. Fuck em, who are they too judge? They have as many insecurities as you do, they are in no position to judge. You shouldent conform to anyone, if you like somethin, you like it. Hell, just go on tumblr, i guarantee you will find others with similar taste, they might be small in number but they exist! Which means your not alone, make an effort to try and find them.
And stop bullying yourself, everyone fucks up, everyone makes mistakes, everyone has dark fantasies or weird quirks or habbits, and a lot of people are fake just for conformists sake, you'll never be happy if your not yourself. You shouldent be looking for approval from others, only from yourself. Its ok to be you, you exist and are the way you are for a reason.0