Sometimes i get so sad and depressed that i want to die but I am too scared to. Maybe just like disappear. I feel so reckless at this state. Im not at this state yet but I am feeling it coming on and right now I am just filled with despair.
Do you ever feel this way? Please share
Most Helpful Girl
I've had depression for 11 years at various strengths. It comes and goes. It always has gone away, thank God - I pray, of course, followed by walking, sitting in the sunlight, getting enough sleep, crying it out, writing down feelings, eating, and sometimes curling into a ball and hurting. I've found mine seems to be brought on by anxiety/stress - from what I understand, depression is the mind's response to an apparently unsolvable or frustratingly difficult problem.0
Most Helpful Guy
Yes, I know despair bro :(. It hits me in waves, not so hard sometimes and then tsunami level others. Mine is mostly connected with memories of failure at certain life aspects or task. And occasionally over a current friendzone sitch. And to be honest I don't know how I'm still here and haven't done something tragic and drastic yet. When I'm feeling down, I truly have no one to turn to or nothing I can temporarily use or watch to take my mind off my despair, but somehow through crying myself to sleep, or a random YouTube vid, game I do make it thru:). i don't have anything set I go to, but random things do help me I guess lol. It's a horrible feeling.0