Im sick of being fcking intelligent it’s NOT a gift it is a curse. Im tired of it always analyzing everything trying to find the why in everything I hate it. Im tired of always being depressed, alone, and obsessing over stuff you love and having no one else care about it. Do you know how much it hurts when you’re talking about something that you enjoy and to have the other person look at you with a blank face and not care one bit of what you said? I can never relate to no one. I even joined the science club in my sophomore year of college and there is still no one. I have never had a girlfriend and I will probably never will. its better that way i am too broken. Why would any girl pick me? They don’t even know that I exist. i have done nothing with girls. I have only hugged 2 girls that are not family my whole life and trust me I am not lying and they were only because of birth days or holidays. That is pathetic. I don’t even know too much about feelings my brain tries to rationalize everything. That’s the problem my brain. If I had a different brain I wouldn’t be like this. I have tried many things to be happy and such but still nothing. I even went to a therapists to get better. It didn’t work. I don’t go to therapy no more cause my insurance was taken away almost 2 years ago when I turned 19 and I haven’t gone back now that I have new insurance. I just wish I can relate to people maybe if I had more average IQ maybe I can have friends or just maybe even a girlfriend. If i destroy some brain cells i have been hitting my head a couple of times just maybe. Sorry i sound stupid. sorry i dont usually sound so like this but in reality I don’t brag or show how smart I am or even anything about intelligence. Im just tired of everything maybe one day I will say screw life.
Most Helpful Girl
You're not too intelligent to make friends. There are a tonne of individuals that have you more than beat, in the intelligence department. Make friends with them. They're not hard to find, they span the Internet.1
Most Helpful Guy
If you were really as intelligent as you seem to think you are, you would be able to come up with a better solution than making yourself dumber.
For the record I'm not trying to say I'm really smart, I'm not. However I've been on this site for over a year and am usually able to tell the difference between the users who are truly really intelligent and those who just think they're smart because they do good in school. You strike me as more of the latter.
Point being your supposed intelligence isn't what's holding you back from dating. It's likely other things. There are plenty of smart people who are able to have romantic relationships without struggle.1
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