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Most Helpful Guy
Usually I don't go anonymous... but this is kind of extreme.
You read in the newspapers, person kills person in blind rage. I never really understood that, until it happened to me.
I'm naturally a friendly and CALM person. There was a time that I didn't say anything back when someone called me out, and by doing that all the rage and frustration kept growing inside, which is not good.
You need to let it out every once in a while, but I didn't.
So after 8 years of that person calling me out, I almost exploded and the anger almost got the best of me.
We were at the staircase, I grabbed him. He FROZE, he was scared s**tless, not expecting me to do anything as usual. Yes, I wanted to throw him off the stairs, that's how much I hated that guy.
But as I grabbed him and was ready to do it, I let go... shocked.. I got scared of myself, shocked that I almost did that.. blind rage.
That was 4 years ago, now I always speak up for myself, nobody walking over me anymore1
Most Helpful Girl
yea... a lot...
sometimes i think about things... and i feel like im too broken to be fixed and no one should ever have to put up with it... im cared to have kids too..1