I don't mean in the sexual way either. I just seem to go through pockets of being a depresso little shit and it makes me feel even worse. I hate my weight. I hate my lack of a jawline and stretch marks and chin and eyes and lips and nose and arms and belly. I can't smile in the mirror anymore. My boyfriend tried to cheer me up tonight but I started to push him away which made me feel bad because he was trying so hard to. Make me smile or giggle - he even took his shirt off and got me to feel his tummy of which he's insanely insecure about. All I want is to be happy again, and to accept myself. How does everyone else do it? I don't want to lose him because of my own insecurities.
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I shower, I get dressed into some nice clothes, I spend 1 mind on my hair, spray some aftershave, look in the mirror on my way out and think good about myself.
Then I go about my day thinking positive.1