I've dated before but that was because of a mutual friend (they literally helped me with everything) I don't have that anymore. The relationship was also extremely awkward and most of the conversations were over text or online even though the guy went to the same school.
Most Helpful Guy
First of all, I think we're all afraid to become forever alone for some reason. Have in mind that it's all up to you to change this. If you slowly start to working on your social skills and social anxiety, you can change this situation completely. You're still young, you got plenty of time to be someone different.1
Most Helpful Girl
You're under 18 and you're worried about being "forever alone"? The anxiety will go away as you get older.0