Most Helpful Girl
I have kind of a complicated relationship with her. On the one hand I look back and cringe, I did some really stupid stuff, and reading back over my old journals I think stuff like 'wow, what a brat' and 'that's just embarrassing..'. I get irrationally annoyed with my sister sometimes when she reminds me of what I was like at her age.
But then I'm also grateful to who I used to be for getting me where I am now. My early teens were in general a really shitty time in my life and I felt like crap about myself and got bullied etc. I don't blame me for some of the stupid stuff I did and said, it was reacting to feeling like I was being attacked the whole time. If I could talk to her without getting too annoyed I'd want to give her a hug and thank her for working hard in school to get me to university, and promise her things are going to get better if she hangs in there. But also I'd give her some serious life advice :')0
Most Helpful Guy
I really dislike who I am now. But I've learned vfrom a lot of my mistakes!0