There are people in my class who talk about me and make fun of me as if im not two seats away from them. They are so fucking annoying and I keep imagining myself standing up, walking towards them, and smashing their faces in. Every day I get more and more tempted to actually do it. I tried to switch out of the class so I wouldn't be around them anymore but my guidence counsler told me it was too late to change classes. I dont know what to do because im afraid im finally gonna do it one day ://
Most Helpful Girl
If you do that it will feel really good. For the time you're doing it. Then you will be in really awful trouble, and you'll have this horrible feeling in the pit of your stomach for ages after, and your family will be disappointed, and the dickheads from your class will walk while you're in deep shit. This is speaking from experience. I get that school really sucks and people like you described are really nasty and you shouldn't be forced to be around them. But you'll be out of there soon enough and never have to see any of them ever again. You really just need to stick it out (I'm sorry :( ). Think about how irrelevant to your future life they really are, and just try not to let their comments bother you, because they don't matter, I promise.1
Most Helpful Guy
I think you need to shift your focus elsewhere... HS was like that for everyone, you can smash their faces in but where will that get you?
I learned that when people were talking about me behind my back to take it as a challenge to become better. I learned martial arts and I began to fight everyday after school. It helped a lot, I would suggest looking into what makes you happy... not focusing on those losers but instead making an effort to set yourself up for greatness1