I'm not gonna lie, I sometimes feel jealous or bad when I see people having fun, like going to parties and doing crazy shit, since it's something that I love doing, but I almost never do.
Sometimes I hear crazy college stories and I get upset cause I know that will never happen to me as much as I want to.
So do you also feel this way? It doesn't have to be about parties like me, but something else too.
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"cause I know that will never happen to me as much as I want to." - Why do you say that? What holds you back?
I felt the same way in undergrad, because I chose not to drink (I was more religious then and lived close to home, so I didn't want to slip up and have it get around to my parents). Sometimes I'd get annoyed that to everyone, drinking was the only way to have fun. My school is named one of the top 5 party schools in the USA. By senior year, I was very, very comfortable with who I was though, because I made a lot of like-minded friends as well as in-between friends who went out sometimes and we had a lot of fun together. I miss that a lot. Now, in medical school, I really don't care about who goes out and no one makes a big deal about it. I guess people grow out of trying so hard to be cool.1