At this point I'm just tired of this world. It's so infuriating when the average person that never ever truly suffered for years got a nerve to say "Things will get better". Most people don't know what it's like to suffer years of extreme depression. For some no pills help, talking doesn't help, therapist doesn't help and you start to go mad over the years.
For other people suffering they may have been born with body deformities. Maybe they can't mentally handle their sad reality. Each person is different and just because one person can handle the stress doesn't mean every depression victim can.
Now what about rape victims that can't handle their reality no matter what help they get? Should they be about to have legal death.
Over the years I've grown so fucking sick of this fake delusional world. " Try your best and you'll succeed", But the truth is only the select few succeed. "Never give up hope", In reality hope is a delusion that blinds you from the cold truth that you are a failure.
We humans are delusional. We love the fantasy of hope. We love believing everything gets better if you try really hard. The horrible truth is that NOT EVERYTHING GETS BETTER. Some people are forced to live because we humans are fucking sick in the head. We are fucking delusional creatures that shame people for wanting to free themselves of never paining suffering. Even worse is that it's always the average joe that never suffered a day in his life that tries to Mr. preacher.
See some of us know there is no god, no afterlife, no hope or any other magic. When you are trapped in a fucked up reality sometimes suicide is the answer. Legal suicide can end suffering and stop the madness.
Take the blue pill you kee suffering. You'll stay on this planet surrounding by delusional ignorant humans. Your suffering will never fucking end.
Take the black pill you die. Free of suffering and the bullshit we call humanity. Eternal peace returning to nothingness.
- Blue PillVote A
- Black PillVote B
Most Helpful Girl
I somewhat agree with you on this. I've been depressed about 12 years and nothing seems to help and had it been a choice I probly would have died long ago and no things haven't ever gotten better they seem worst in fact. I have no one in my family I can trust, I've pushed all my friends away, I've been raped in which I'm still terrified he's after me still and am afraid to go outside in the dark and won't answer the door unless I'm expecting someone, I've had a miscarriage, i cut over the years and everything else. The only thing that makes staying worth it is my boyfriend, he's been there for me and helps and supports me any way he can and I love him for that. It's sorta crazy him and I are almost exactly alike and do so many things the same way and our personalities are very much alike, I'd never think I'd find someone so close to me as him. Pretty soon I will be moving in with him and will only have to deal with the family I choose to deal with like my grandparents who are sweet and stay away from the drama, my mom aunt and everyone else can forget I even exist because they won't be part of my life ever again.0
Most Helpful Guy
From a personal standpoint, my biological father wanted a kid, mother did not I was brought in by someone who's a complete asshole apparently, by all accounts. I was adopted and my PARENTS never properly parented me and spoiled me to death growing up until they completely fucked up and gambled money away then became alcoholics. Me not being prepared for how bleak this stupid world is and ONLY being into fantasy and sci-fi. If things ever got worse as I'm currently in a slightly better position thankfully physically for some of my family who aren't so fucked up (though unthankfully in my depressive state) Mentally for my friends who unfortunately live in other states. If corporations and/or the government (face it they are in bed together) end up taking away certain things I will easily say fuck it and die off as till then I'm only content AND NEVER happy again (unless of course a blue box pops up)0