I was seconds away from doing it but then I stopped myself. I just to myself, that this isn't right, and that there is no going back if I do this. I am glad I stopped myself.
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As someone who has had much negative experience with self harm, I can guarantee that this is not how it works. You don't just think "this isn't good" and instantly know you'll never want to die again. It seems more like you want people to notice you, which is actually an okay issue to have, you just need to not hide that fact behind self harm. If you want someone to talk to you, praise you, and listen to you, please say that, not hide behind a self harm scare. Self harm is not something that is enjoyable, and it is not romantic or something you should lie about. (Anon because I have close friends and family on here who don't know that I have struggled with self harm.)0