I feel like I can't control my life, like my hands are filled with holes and my problems are water and keep slipping through my hands. I am stressed everyday, all day. I am just 19 years old and everyone just says to me that this is just adulthood. Well adulthood hurts, I can't enjoy almost anything most days. This disappointment lingers in me all day. I feel happy some days but it doesn't feel that genuine and then I feel awful again for weeks. Most of the times I sleep, it is not enough, I get up tired after a lot of hours of sleep. All I want to do a lot of days is to lay in my bed. I don't have confidence in myself, I feel stupid despite of my grades that are very good. I can't study for university, I can't concentrate like I used to. I used to concentrate so easily but for the past 2 years I can't at all. Everything is running so fast and I can't catch up, all I can so is lay and do nothing. So I am hoping it is depression because it will explain everything that I feel. That all this can stop.
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Hugs. Hugs. Hugs. 19 can be a tough time. Try to relax. You don't need to have life figured out then and you and everyone else around you is still maturing. When you hit 25 you will realize everything you cared about at 19 was bs.
Nothing you are doing now is permanent and unfixable in the future. Live a little. Learn from mistakes and take it one day at a time.