Life have been very Hard for the past 3 years. I've been through a lot of hardships. I tried so hard to pull myself together and start fresh but there is always something that comes along the way to mess things up.
I've had suicidal thoughts before but I would fight them and get myself through it.
But now , I have no mental or physical strength to do it.
And I've been depressed for over 3 years , on and off medication. but I never told my doctor in the few times I went to see him. I was afraid he would insist on taking me to a psychiatric institution.
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Sorry you had to go through this strain but You know what is so powerful about reading this. That you are still alive and as you said still pulling things through. You are really strong lady and that I have to give you credit for.
On behalf of suisidal thoughts is basically something is unfulfilled weither it's goals, love, support, bad relationship, friendship, etc. it can really tough keep positive out situations that isn't fulfilling. Depending on your hardship I would say fulfill slowly and cautiously. And don't rush it and set priorities for it.
First hit your goals and make achievements and dreams your top priority. Then let everything else follow. Make friends that you know and trust that will support you every step of the way. Yes this won't happen over night and it won't happen as planned but you be sure that your mind is set on doing things right in most of what is wrong.1