If you are going to preach go elsewhere.
If you are going to tell me you don't think god exists, go elsewhere.
To the first, I'm pissed at god have been for a while so don't come thinking that proselytizing is gonna 'save my soul'
Yeah I believe in god, I have had experiences that I cannot explain logically, that the explanation is paranormal.
Now some people would be happy about it, saying that something opened up to them. Me in a roundabout way it makes me angry..
I've got clinical depression, Had it since I was a toddler, My brain has a chemical imbalance that makes me lose all feeling slowly where the only emotions I can feel are anger and sometimes sadness at the worst of it.
These days I'm feeling better but it comes back still on occasion. I've got other mental health issues, ASD and ADHD.
And I see kids with cancer, I see good people hurt by things completely out of their control. People like me with issues with their brain in ways we cannot control.
Then I go through these things that have happened to me,
and before you go off on me, the last one one happened in a way that I can't find any other goddamn explaination, in some ways I'd rather it have a rational explaination. But after seeing all this and coming to the realization that god or maybe a goddess, exists and so does all this awful shit.
I get very angry at him/her Its been building for months.
Anyway, thanks for listening to my rant
Most Helpful Girl
Hugs to you. I know how hard it is to wrestle your thoughts on sad things. I hope you are feeling better tomorrow about your life and god. If you have feelings, and don't know what to do about them, I recommend writing it down. I have done this since I was a little girl1
Most Helpful Guy
No, I am not angry at God.0