I've only been in one relationship. I have talked to guys but never the type that I was into. It seemed like the people that I wanted for myself, I never came across them. And the ones that came close enough to what I would want, well, they were never into me.
I finally settled with someone and although I care a lot about him, I wonder if I'm making the right decision. Info love him but sometimes love isn't everything. We are completely different. We grew up different lifestyles. I feel like I've been getting upset at him really quickly. Sometimes over the stupidest things. I'm just always such an angry person and I don't want to be. Sometimes I wonder am so angry with him and myself because he's not what I actually wanted for myself. I don't know but I feel like I wasn't good enough to find what I wanted and instead I'm settling for someone who thinks I'm the best thing in the world for him. I feel like such an stupid person for not feeling the same. I feel like I'm just not good enough for any one.
Has anyone else ever felt this way?
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That sounds so close to what I felt in my last relationship. I would just snap over stupid shit and wonder why.. Otherwise I felt like I just settled like I didn't feel that anyone else would come along. Eventually we split about 10 months ago. It was surprisingly uplifting. Now I feel a bit lonely and age doesn't help, but try to keep my mind on finding someone that will be as good for me as I am for her.0