I was picked on as a kid in school my whole childhood. I hated going to school because the kids always made me cry. I was also molested by my 16 year old neighbor when I was only 6 or 7 years old. He forced me to suck him many times and threated me not to tell anyone. My home life was never great either because my dad always picked on me for being really shy and scared and not having friends. He also gave me a lot of shit and made me stay in my room every day cause my grades weren't great due to being depresssed and also struggling to stay concentrated. He gave my mom problems too and now they're divorced. I also can't get a girl even if my life depended on it because I'm ugly af I suppose. Or else, I would have at least kissed a girl by now. I don't know why my life has been like this. Why did kids never like me when I was a kid? Why did my dad never like me even though he loved me? Why have girls never liked me? I'm just so afraid of being alone. I have friends but they will all go back to their girlfriends and wives in their lives.
Most Helpful Girl
I will tell you something I think you should take it and use it for the rest of your life that has helped me.
"If you don't love yourself... no one will"
"The energy you give out will then come back to you"
Even if you have to fake your own happiness, this is your life. You need to start living your life and be open to the possibilities. Stop doubting yourself. Don't live in fear. Grab friends go to the bar get typsy and just start talking to girls. practice with the bartender. You really have to stop bringing the past up. forgive and forget my friend. Things will get better1
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Most Helpful Guy
Oh my goodness! You have been through some real crap, man.
Have you ever confided in someone about this? A close friend or a family member? This isn't something you can continue to fight on your own any more, you've done enough., You certainly require support now. Please don't hesitate to seek it.
I hope things improve for you. :)1