Yesterday I saw how happy my best friend was talking to her girlfriend and it made me even happy to see how happy she was. But then I had a moment of weakness thinking to myself why haven't I dated in 6 years now. I'm about to turn 26 this week and I haven't been on a date since I was 20. I started to think about how pathetic my love life has been. I started to realize that it's take me 7 years to get my associates degree in music and to only change my major to get my bachelor's degree which will take me another 3 years. (I've got another year and a half to go by the way before I finish.) I started to realize how pathetic I've become in general. For years I've felt like I've always been in the shadows of all my friends feeling I've never been awesome or the charming one. Yesterday was the first time that I really broke down and felt really vulnerable. I even thought about dropping out of the university because i felt like maybe I might see a change for the better since school hasn't really done anything for me other than to waste my years questioning myself. I hate having to live off of my parents money since I have to budget 1200 a month amongst bills and rent. I'm usually left with 400-500 and I have to budget that amongst groceries and gas. It sucks because i can't even afford anything on my own. Have any of you felt this way about yourself or in some way similar? I just needed to vent. I'm even thinking of venting to my best friend this week
Have you any of guys experienced a quarter life crisis?
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