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I have not personally experienced that but I'm very sorry you did. I would highly recommend going to a professional to talk through those emotions and get help. Although your feelings are completely understandable, you can't go through your whole life being terrified of men since not all men are bad. There are a lot of good men out there too.
Disregarding that though, if you have PTSD from the trauma you experienced, that needs to be the first thing to work through. You need to get your mind to a healthy state so going to a counselor or therapist can really help and be beneficial for you. Good luck.0