I know I'm definitely lonely. I don't have any friends other teens think I'm weak (I'm 17 on June 30th). I also know I get upset when I see other teenagers because they're always in a group or with some significant other. I stay inside usually just because I'm black!. I live in a predominantly white neighborhood and I'm not racist I know a lot of people aren't but the people in this neighborhood are and they lock they're car doors when I walk by etc etc it just makes me feel bad because I'm not hostile at all plus I wear glasses I mean seriously. I have hobbies but something about everything I do never feels right. The only things that bring me peace are music and my imagination. I'm healthy (kinda short) but skinny sorta kinda a little muscular, I just know I wanna change something but I don't know what. PLEASE HELP ME! Thanks you if you read all that I appreciate it
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External change can only be created by starting internally. People are like radio transmitters and receivers. Everyone constantly broadcasts themselves and everyone around that person receives and does the same.
You are broadcasting something that makes you an outcast. Lack of confidence, weirdness, etc. There are many possibilities. That you are black and thus stand out physically just adds to it.
What should you do? Work on yourself. Social competence doesn't happen in a vacuum, but is a skill that is learned and can be improved. Get yourself out there and push yourself out of your comfortzone.2