Most Helpful Guy
At this point, probably about a 3 or 4. I'm not a jealous type. I have more or less accepted how I look by this point in my life too. However, I realize I can be worrisome when it comes to some things (particularly non face to face contact). Like I always get a doubt that if I'm contacting someone I like or am interested in, I'm actually just annoying them and they are too kind to say anything about it. If someone tells me straight up "hey you are cool to talk to" or "you really annoy me" I'm fine and the rest of this answer doesn't apply really-- it's just when it isn't explicitly stated. It's weird and it's one of my flaws that I really don't like. : I just don't know how to fix it.
The consequences of this make it so I may just stop contact with someone I like. It's not that I don't like them, it's not that I don't think about them-- it's the fact I'm too friggin paranoid I'm just bothering them. I guess that itself is a form of insecurity. Perhaps I'm insecure in whether I'm any good or not as a person. I don't know. Uggghhh.
In the past, it's made me do things like try and come up with legitimate excuses to contact people/start a conversation. Anything from "hey, will you help me with homework" to "hey, will you check out these lyrics/song I wrote." Then I try to start a conversation out of that. I may feel too awkward just sending a simple "how are you doing?" text to someone without good reason. However, I can only make so many excuses, so I lose contact.
And, if someone responds with one word responses, I just kind of think "ahh crap, I'm totally bothering them" and may just make up an excuse to leave the conversation right there, even if I don't really want to.
... And that about sums up my main flaw/insecurity.
Alright, after reading what I just wrote, now I look like a bloody 6-7 lol. Wellll crap.
Most Helpful Girl
Off the charts. 10 would be the biggest understatement.1