I have to leave for work in 2 hours I have sat up all night snorting coke and drinking. I have fuckd up everything for years prison violence substance abuse failed relationships seen been and done things that still haunt me. For the last year I thought i had changed my life met a girl that I truly love more than I can explain in words engaged got a regular job not bad money not exactly high life material but honest without the threat of prison. The last month or 2 I can feel it slipping that old daemon cocaine I can't shake it no matter how hard I try one chance meeting and back to snorting dealing slipping back only time before I'm smoking and I know exactly where that ends. Can feel it slipping away done it so many times before I don't know if I have it in me to pick up and start again one more time. Fuckkkk!!!
What do I do how do I do it and even if I find out will I? Try'd failed yet again to beat that cruel mistress cocaine! Any suggestions I'm out?
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