whenever something bothers me a little it always takes my emotions to the extreme. I'm currently living with my best friend, me and her share a room but whenever I think about how I want to be more with her or say she does something to anger me it always makes me go to the extreme of the emotion. I'm really good at hiding it but it tears me up and a couple months ago I got drunk alone and thought of her and hurt myself, even though I always told myself I wasn't depressed and I'd never even get close to doing that... I did. So now I don't drink alone but even now, like today I told her I want to talk after work and now I'm all worried and it is immediately making me want something to drug me out, and weed won't do it, like I want something strong enough to zone me out and keep me away from my own thoughts but I don't know what can do that and I immediately think of some strong drug
Most Helpful Girl
Its because you bottle it up inside and never let it out. Talk to a friend, obviously not your best friend (the girl you are living with). Maybe a guy friend who can give you some brotherly advice. Talking about it may help the intensity of your emotions from being too drastic.
Just let her know how you feel about her. Who knows, she might return those feelings.1
Most Helpful Guy
Stop bottling things up.0