Like I'm always sad on New Year's Eve, it's so weird. But I just find it's sad that I'm starting a new year and now the old one is like closing a chapter, lol. It's the same with my birthday, i fucking hate my birthday, haha.
Most Helpful Guy
I don't think it's weird. I have many of the feelings you describe. But I also celebrate the bygone year. Usually we cook a very elborate multiple course meal with champagne and fireworks for friends. By celebrating it feels like more future-looking but it doesn't completely erase the wistful sadness either. When you get older you'll hate your birthday even more.0
Most Helpful Girl
Nah, your reasoning makes sense.0