Why do I love her feet so much?

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This girl and I are both seniors in college, and both met each other freshman year. We are pretty close, and talk to each other often enough. We used to do homework a lot together when we had a lot of the same classes, especially sophomore year. I was helping her with differential equations homework once when I was chilling on her bed and she was sitting at her desk. I think I must have made a sarcastic comment and she responded by putting her pink-socked feet on my face and started trying to rub them on me. I thought it was kind of hot and was letting her do it for a couple of seconds and then I took them off. She thought it was absolutely hilarious and I was pretty embarrassed.

She used to be really flirty with me then too, she played footsie when we had meals together. I was pretty into her back then too, and for whatever reason her feet turned me on all the time and still do. When we hang out in our friend group she occasionally dangles her boots or shoes and looks at me as if she knows I'm into them. I tried to ask her out before and she rejected me and I know she just likes to tease me, but damn. I have a hardcore fantasy for licking and honestly worshipping her feet and footwear. It's so weird because I've never been into any other girls' feet before, just hers. She has pretty pale skin and light hair and is very cute, but not the hottest girl I've ever seen. I don't know what to do, but I guess it's just a really weird fantasy to have for one specific person. It's so gross and I know it but I know I would still love being under her feet. It doesn't add up.
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Like earlier today I was thinking about her and realized that if she asked me to lick the bottoms of her feet I would probably say yes as long as we weren't in public. And stuffing her socks in my mouth too. I have never felt this way about any other girl in 22 years and it makes me feel like a freak, but I want to try to get her to let me do this for her. I'll let it go after this year since I'll never see her again, but I've never felt hornier in my lifetime
Why do I love her feet so much?
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