I'm not my boyfriend's physical preference, how am I supposed to feel about that?
I know he loves other things about me, but it makes it really hard to get into sex when I know he'd rather be screwing someone with bigger boobs, blond hair and blue eyes. Especially when he's so open about what kind of p*rn he watches and how much. Yes, I'm sure he thinks I'm "good enough" but I will NEVER be that attractive to him without surgery, and it sucks.
Do I need to know this stuff? Ugh.
Before anyone asks: Yes, he is my preference, so it's doubly frustrating.
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