Stuck With An Addiction to Sex

Watch Videos
Read Articles
Sign Up

Home

Flirting

Dating

Relationships

Sexuality

Break-Up

Behavior

Style

Other

Home > HockeyBABexx > Stuck With An Addiction to Sex

Written By HockeyBABexx (Age:18 to 24)	Note This
Stuck With An Addiction to Sex

Average Rating:

Rate Article:

Posted More than a year ago

Views 88

Comments 0

Category Sexuality

I am lost, & very confused. I'm not going to tell you how old I am now, but Id like to know if anyone else has had the same experience I have had at such a young age. I've asked about this a few times but Im going to write about it to see if I can find someone out there who made the same mistake I did.

I had sex with an 18 year old when I was 12. I'm not sure why. I didn't even quite understand it yet. But the first time he touched me I suddenly knew it all. It was so great, it felt so good. It was my new "addiction". I had all these thoughts of sex with this boy and sex with another boy and dreams of ongoing sex over and over again. At such a young age..?!? I masturbated when I was flipping 12!! Thank god I didn't get pregnant but if I did I knew my parents would have killed me!

And now, I can know for sure that I was just used for sex, basically raped. Yet Im not even MAD at this boy. I'm not disappointed or angry or anything at him! I don't even care! I'm just stuck with this habit of constantly wanting sex. For years Ive wanted sex and none of it's been as good as that one boy who f**ked me when I was little! I want it to all be like him, but its not. Now Im completely lost in my own world of just wanting sex; this one great kind of sex. Wanting the best sex I can get, and not receiving it. And that first boy... I don't even 'know' him anymore.

Not a member? Sign up is free and easy. Get answers to your own questions.

You have 500 characters left

Email Friend

Not a member yet? Sign Up for FREE in 1 easy step!

Guest

	Questions	View
	Answers	View
	Stories/Articles	View
	Messages	View
	Shout Outs	View
	Reality Check	Create
	Notebook	View

Is it more difficult to be a guy or to be a girl? Guys v. Girls

asked 3 days ago

	More difficult to be a guy

	More difficult to be a girl

View more polls »

Sexuality Articles

● Getting Pregnant: The Facts To Consider Before Having Sex
by Emerald

I was 23 years old when my first child was born. Although I had always planned on having children, this pregnancy was not planned as far as timing goes. My husband and I were still in our "selfish...

● Pick Her Out, Pick Her Up
by

homer

It's Friday night, at about 1am (though you lost track of time 4 beers ago) at the latest hot spot dance club. People are starting to pair off, girls getting further from their friends and closer to...

Home

Top

Site Links

About GirlsAskGuys

GirlsAskGuys Widgets

Help Us Improve!

RSS Feeds

Post your questions on your blog, website, or any social networking page. You can embed into MySpace, Facebook and more. Click here for more info.

Have a suggestion? See a problem on the site? Click here to give feedback and suggestions on the new GirlsAskGuys, and help us give you a better experience. Visit our blog here