A: Your not too much of a prude, you just want it to be special. Don't rush into things, a girls first time is something special, so wait for that person. There will be a guy who lights your fire, and will not leave you after you sleep with him. It's okay to be worried, its good to be aware of STD's.... more
A: 5'11 and 145lbs is no way fat. that's pretty normal or under the norm for someone of your height. I hope that helps, and don't focus on your weight, people should like you for who you are not what you look like
A: How long have you guys been together? And how comfortable do you feel with him? If your comfortable and since you like it, it could be okay as long as he doesn't make you uncomfortable. Its your limits your boundaries.
A: If its someone really special to me, my heart pounds, and it feels like I'm in heaven. Its like a moment you don't want to end, or a feeling that you would love to have everyday for the rest of your life