A: It sounds like you're going through a phase of depression. I'm no expert but I've gone through a very similar experience, so I think I know what you're feeling. I don't have any advice for you except hang on and talk to your friends, I'm sorry :(. hope you feel better soon
A: My situation sucks. she loved me and I had no idea then I broke her heart and didn't even know it. and when I finally realized what I had done, I tried to fix what I had done but only had my own heart get broken for it. all because I was too slow to realize it and make a decision.