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What is going to happen with me?(I hate talking about it but it has to come out)
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Well... When I was 4 years old, I got taken from my grandfather's porch and raped. Now, til this day my mom think I just got taken away and nothing happen. I'm afraid to tell her what really happened, but the thing is should I tell her I don't know? But also my mother has this thing of telling people, and I hate that cause it is non of there business. But one day my mother told my sister's closest friend's parents that this happened to me. Ever seens then her father treated me different. And the thing is the moment my mom told him he put a smile on his face because my mom also told him that i wouldn't tell anybody what happened. So when i stayed over we girls would play hide and go seek and he would tell me were to hide. So one day I hid under all his pillows and he started rubbing me and touching me in a way I didn't feel confortable. So I told my sister's friend that her dad was doing that to me, but her response was to tell him to stop bothering me. But things got worst,he would take us to the pool and just sit there and watch me swim, and when i got out he would just stare at me and ask me to give him a hug, but i was smarter than that i just said no and walked away. So time went by and my sister grew apart fromher friend and i felt releved, because i felt no body would help me. But til this day I dont trust any body so they wont take me for edvantage. But once I told one of my closest friends which is a boy and he stop talking to me until i confronted him in front of everyone. He said he was sorry for treating me different but seens then he hasnt been the same. But know I see on tv that people say that kids that this happens to grows up to be a raper them selves of prostitues. I dont if this is true but i dont want that to happen to me. But then is see Operha, and she was raped and look at her she is a billionar. Damn i want to bee a billionar, whats going to happen? what should I do? It is always on my mind haunting me and I dont want to live in fear.
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