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| Posted 10 months ago |
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At the Bridge of Hurt
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Many times is love nothing but a highway to, often times, a prolonged period of hurt, and pain, and the emptying of boxes and boxes of chocolates, while watching Titanic. But then there are times when this does not even come to your mind, because the special someone is such an amazing person, such a wonderful specimen of what men should be like, that when the magic fades, you are left with a feeling of rage, and confusion. What happened to me, I always put as an example, for it was one of the most unpleasant things I had ever had to go through. Though I am barely seventeen years old, I know 40-year-old women who have never even been close to my situation. And no, it might not seem as terrible when I type it in this small box, but the struggle which I had to go through cut me like a knife.
Johnny, My now ex-boyfriend, had a thing for making me feel as the most special girl in the world, he called me beautiful every chance he could, promised me the world, then of course, he cheated. His claim, and excuse, was "I got high, drunk, and I didn't even know what I was doing, when I realized what was happening, I was already on top of the girl". So yeah, People cheat on an everyday basis, right? Well, me and Johnny were engaged. I love him as much as I had loved anyone, as much as I ever thought I could love anyone, he was my everything. And in that single moment, everything fell apart.
I tried being with him after that, after he broke all the promises, after he lied to me, my parents, and my friends. As I found out how much of a complete fake he was, He only kept messing up, and then bringing me back with his sweet apologies. Putting all my dreams in front of me, I could not help but to give in to his many offers of love, and care.
I always paid for him when we went out, Always took blame for his actions, and even defied my parents for him. I lost their trust, I lost myself in an imaginary world where everything was going to work out, and never fail, as, in reality, I knew it would.
The only reason I am writing this, putting this out in a public website, is because I see, everyday in my high school, girls who believe they have found the love of their lives, the reason for their next breath, Sadly, they have not even met half of the people they will meet in their lives.
I would hate to see anyone go through the deception of what making a commitment as big as an engagement, or in making your whole world revolve around one guy. Never take yourself for granted.
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