Are you not over him/her? Vent it away!

Anonymous

In my last two posts, I was all about venting and letting things off my chest, with a very positive attitude that everything will be okay. Lately, I've been feeling really sad and down. I keep remembering everything he said to me. It aches my soul everytime I remember a promise he made, but didn't do. I never had a relationship that brought me happiness, sometimes, I feel like maybe it's time to take a break and focus on myself, but then the feeling of lonliness strikes, and I just feel the need of wanting to be loved and cared for. My life is hard, it really is, being a middle eastern who's very westernized is almost impossible, especially if your parents are very traditional. I've had enough of everything... I'm so done with having to deal with heartbreaks and sorrow, I am way too young for that.


I had to lift up myself, I didn't wanna drown in depression, because it'll only harm me, no one's gonna pay the price but myself. Why do we go hard on ourselves? Why do we grieve over people who left us so easily? It's simple, we really don't have to. I realized I don't love myself enough... I cannot accept myself, and maybe that's why I have a hard time believing that someone can love me for me... Sometimes, in order for us to reach happiness, we have to go through hell and back, to appreciate the graces that we might once considered curses...


I will be okay... I will get over this... I can be a happy person on my own... I don't need anyone to make me feel better about myself... I am my own best friend... I am a beautiful person who's really worth being loved and cared for, nothing less... I am me, and if you cannot accept that, then you should just piss off.


Maybe I can't forgive him now, but I know that someday I will let go and give myself a chance, a better chance to find my old, happy self again.


I believe all that, and I know for sure that someday, I will write a happy post. So, just stop listening to Taylor Swift's break up songs, she's cute and all, but seriously, we really don't need to make ourselves drown in tragedy.


Feel free to let it all out, and make sure that I am more than happy to pass love and support. And like I always say; BE HAPPY!


Are you not over him/her? Vent it away!






Are you not over him/her? Vent it away!
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