Ok, so I really need to say this, true love is messy as f*ck!!
I thought I found it when I was 18 but he ended up leaving me because his destiny was in a religous kind of life, it hurt like HELL. Almost 2 years later I started dating a friend that I always clicked with, the moment we started dating we knew this connection was insane, we have been friends for almost 10 years now and 2 years ago we realized something we will never be able to forget. Since then whenever we were together and happy we both did great everywhere (school, job, family, etc..) the first time we broke up he started drinking heavily and I got sick a lot. I thought it was depression so I changed habits in my life and I started to feel happy.
Yet a lot bad shit was happenning to me and also to him. We dated one more time and like magic, I got a promotion, he found a new job, and our families were okay again (we both have problematic families). Life happened and we couldn't handle it so we had to break up and we said really cruel shit to each other. I thought it was really over and I was content with that decision. I missed him of course but I was not sad. A month and a half after we broke up he ended up in the hospital because someone tried to drug him and a couple of days later I had an emergency surgery. I must say I didn't know someone tried to drug him, we ended up all comunication and someone told me about his situation 3 weeks after.
He found out about my surgery also 3 weeks after and he texted me to see if I was fine and we started talking again. It was like it didn't matter how hard we tried, something kept pulling us together. I know it might seem crazy to think that when we are not together bad shit happens to us and it may even seem like a toxic relationship but, it's crazy how we always end up together. Now he is in another country and he doesn't know when he will be back. We are barely talking to each other again and things are still weird between us, but it feels right, have you ever felt like this? I would really like to hear what you think!
I decided to post the gossip girl video because I agree with him ," in the face of true love you just don't give up" and when he says " the importance of forgiveness" reminds me how he forgave me so many times and I did too, the second video is something that I can relate to, I have always fought for him and I don't plan on giving up, even if he, at times, does.
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I've never known true love because it doesn't exist.
I agree, to an extent. All love is "true," but that doesn't guarantee it will be high quality love.