A month ago I started dating this guy. At first I said I only saw him as a friend but some days after we kissed. We know each other for almost 10 months, and we were kinda forced to know each other because we are from the same course. After a couple weeks dating I let him touch my boobs over my clothes, but just after one month dating he already touch them and saw them... I think we are moving too fast, he is my first boyfriend and I'm already 19 years old and I'm his first girlfriend too. The thing is I don't know if I like the idea of him or if Iike him him. I never felt attracted to him physically, and I think I only kissed him because I was kind curious about it and I felt he really liked me and he wouldn't hurt me, I explained to him that I didn't like him the way he likes me but after some weeks after the kiss I said I would date him, mostly because I thought I was starting to like him back, but now I think was just because of the attention and affection he gives me. Furthermore I think he was a little desperate and maybe because I accepted him he wants to be the best person for me and doesn't want to lose me. Because he is my friend ( and I'm afraid that's only how I see him) and because he is so sweet and likes me so much (even if he likes me just because I'm his first gf) I think I let him do things to me I wouldn't let other guys do. Besides he is also my first boyfriend and the curiousity and pleasure kills me, he always looks at me like waiting for approval to let him touch me and kiss me in some other places, and sometimes it's difficult to say no.
My biggest problem is liking him but not the way he likes me. The other people on my class all know we are dating and we walk in public giving hands, but if we went to my home city I would be more discreet, and even though my other friends that don't know him at all know that I'm dating I'm always afraid what would they think if they finally meet him and what they'll think of him. Because (not wanting to be cocky) I know I could get someone with a much better appearance and I know they'll probably judge me. But like I said I never had a boyfriend and because he is so sweet I thought I should give it a try.
My biggest problem is liking him but not the way he likes me. The other people on my class all know we are dating and we walk in public giving hands, but if we went to my home city I would be more discreet, and even though my other friends that don't know him at all know that I'm dating I'm always afraid what would they think if they finally meet him and what they'll think of him. Because (not wanting to be cocky) I know I could get someone with a much better appearance and I know they'll probably judge me. But like I said I never had a boyfriend and because he is so sweet I thought I should give it a try.
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