I hooked up with my cousin's best friend?

Anonymous
okay so,
my cousin has this friend (his best friend) and i see him every now and than over my cousin's house or wherever we go he might be there. recently, he was in another state at his grandparents house and ironically, my mom's and aunt's (my cousins mom), their cousins were down there too for a wedding. we decided to go there, just me, my mom, my aunt, cousin, uncle, and grandmom and him. his grandparents dropped him off at the house we rented for the week and he spent that week with us. we've known each other for awhile and about three nights into the trip, we snuck upstairs and hooked up. he wanted to do more than that but i was scared because i WAS a prude.

i regret not doing more now and I don't know why i feel that way. we hooked up for a long time and we held hands but that was it, although he wanted sex. in my eyes, he is known for being a player, and everyone thinks he is too. i dont want things to be awkward when he hang out next, although we planned on doing more next time we are alone. i simply want to know if he likes me or if he is just using me as a 'booty call'. we agreed not to tell anyone about it either, but he always stares at my butt, boobs, and when we were in the pool he always grabbed me, just to throw me in the water or whatever, nothing perverted. when we tlak though, he looks in my eyes and i noticed his pupils DO dialate. i need someone's opinion based off this if he likes me or not.
I hooked up with my cousin's best friend?
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