So what i know is, they've been together long ago even before i even knew him. It broke my heart like how i imagine our future together and now its impossible for any of it. He told me he wanted to take us serious but he don't want to let that girl go, she's been with him for so long. He gave me the choice of whether i choose to stay with him or leave him.
And what's worse now is.. i stayed. I knew i couldn't let him go and now everyday is a countdown. I know our time together is draining away. He will leave the country after a while and perhaps will never return. I tried telling myself i just want to spend time together until then but it's stressing me out so much. I can never look at us the same way again. How everything's still the same but now i've acknowledge her present and realize i've been an outsider this whole time.
I hated him, but still loved him at the same time like i used to.. and I knew i'll be so lonely and broken when the day come that he has to go.
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