Did he ever love me? Thai girls Vs Japanese girls.

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Hi, guys!

I'm a Japanese girl. My university is quite famous about teaching Japanese and exchange student program. I met my ex at my dorm which is a dorm for exchange students. I stayed there as one of Japanese students taking care for the exchange students.

He was a nice American guy who always took good care of friends (especially, girls). I did really like him. Even I heard that he liked a Thai girl who was his classmate but since he never mentioned about her, after a month I told him how I felt about him and asked him out.

Then we started dating. Even dorm mates knew about our relationship, but we barely talked or showed our love in front of people. But when we were alone, he just knew how to please me. Still I heard about how he liked the Thai girl but I tried not to care much cause he took good care of me, I loved him and we already did that.

One day I met the TG at my dorm (she's staying at another) waiting for her friend. She greeted me and asked me if I was THE girlfriend. I was surprised and asked her back how she knew it. She said "why not, I'm his friend" Then we talked a bit. She was a funny girl and a lot prettier than me. She smiled like almost all the time. I didn't wanna admit but actually, people around me talking about how funny she was and how they wanted to be friends with her. At the moment I was so happy that at least my ex didn't make our relationship as a secret to her.

My Ex and me had been dating for a month and half and our relationship turned out not so good. He told me that since he had to go back to America in soon (he took only 1 course which was 4 months), so breaking up'd be the best way for us. LDR is too difficult for him. I pissed of and broke up with him.

Later, our dorm went to a club and I tried to make him jealous like drinking lots and dancing with other guys. He didn't seem to care at all. I feel like he never loved me. Moreover, the last month before his leaving. He'd been going out with the TG. I saw them kissing in front of people including me at the club where foreign students and we usually went. I was shock but I thought she'd end up like me.

After my Ex went back to America, I found out that they still keep in touch like dating through skype or whatever! I pissed of and sent him an e-mail to ask about the thing. He liked, since we broke up, he could do what he wanted to do. It's nobody's fault and he didn't cheat on me cause he and the girl went out after our relationship's over. I don't understand why he told me that LDR was to hard for him? It seems like he cares for this girl a lot. or the thing is he just never really had the feeling for me? and what's so good about TG?

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Did he ever love me? Thai girls Vs Japanese girls.
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